Nanako Tetsuya

The day before Wallaby

2007-10-13T00:22:00.000-07:00

Haix,tomorrow going wallaby le,but she still dun wanna meet me.Kinda sad.Before going oversea still must quarrel,mood so low now. By the time i come back,is around 3 weeks from now. Dear,i really love you a lot,but why cant u understand wad is going on? How long more are u going to be angry with me?
Really hope to get a call from u now saying u wanna meet me.Before going oversea,really hope to enjoy myself with u.
Pls take good care of urseld when i am oversea,when i come back,i will buy lots lots of things for u.u now so busy with work,must really rest well,dun get urself worn out wor. These 3 weeks i cant pei pei u,i will sure miss u a lot de.
Now is 3.30pm,really duno wad i can do,haix,really feel like calling her but cant. Cos i know she will hang up once again. She say she going out,so i think she is with her frenz nw ba.So no point calling oso. Think i stop here ba,really no mood to write le.

2007-06-11T02:50:00.000-07:00

Haix,jus came back today from camp becos of a test,get 27/50.Lolx.Then came home play dota till now,so sian.She sick,then now at home,she told me she want go rest till 8pm,but now laready 6pm,think sure nv rest at all.

Duno y she always so busy?Wanan chat with her a while she ask me dun reply,who am I?I cant even talk to her much.Haix.Told her before about the friendster thing but think she nv really remember.Then inside her blog,there's no me.Seem like she dun like talking about me.Feel like i am not in her world.

I won't force her to write about me or ask her to change her friendster thing,it's her decision.
No point at all,if becos of what i say she go change,then there's no meaning at all.

I duno how much i am to her,but what i know is she's very important to me.That's why i always care so much for her,but think she feel that i am nagging.Hope she will one day understand it ba.

Now having one week off,but she need to work,so guess my one week will be at home playing Dota ba.Jus get a new mouse,kinda great.Haha.Stop here le,mind's in confuse,duno wad to write le.

Sayorana

Haoo * Nanako Tetsuya * Alan

7 ZExtras = 1 Camera Hp

2007-06-06T03:56:00.000-07:00

Today got night out,so came home 1st to have a wash up before meeting my dearest,today totally do nothing,so relax,sleep till around 5pm,then suddenly say got night out,but before booking out,i was requested to sign the punishment book,i tot only 3,in the end sign 7,1 hp = 7 extras?Omg!7 weekends going to get burn.But nevermind,Sunday will book out also.

Yesterday actually got night out,but becos i no $$ so never come out,then alsop very late,8pm then book out,so i guess no point,so stay in camp play basketball.Wah!!Noe then io know got some pros in other unit and also HQ.

Finally got a bit of my skills back,manage to get back my touch le.Quite good feeling.

Miss her so muhc,hope can faster see her.Now go play Dota,then later 11.30pm must reach camp.Then tomorrow still got NDP,so sian!! Hope Friday book out earlier.Then got my 1 week off le.Yes !!!

Anyone know what i need?

2007-06-02T08:11:00.000-07:00

Today went for NDP at marina there.11am need book in to load sores,then after tt went marina,went htere hav lunch,then after that go back do some stuffs.Around9pm release le,took chatered bus to boon lay,then took bus home and bath.Later going Dear's house sleep,tomorrow pei her go work.

What the hell

2007-05-31T08:49:00.000-07:00

Monday went Fulll troops exercise,do nothing at all,cos we reserve,trainining tillw ednesday afternoon,then tot can book out,in the end got duty,kao,sian lo.

Do duty from 8pm to thurs 2pm,then after that went NDP,NDP end at around 1030pm,tot can book out le,in the end,PS say must go back camp unload store,i jitao sian,cos dear waiting for me at YEW TEE,in the end ask her take cab home herself,haix,feel so guilty,i really don't mean it.

Guess she must be very angry with me,but really hope she understand what situation i facing that time.Haix,Sorry my dearest.

Went back to unload stores,then ask Shleldon send me to bus-stop,but his dad insist of sending me home,so i came home and reach at about 1130pm,wanted to meet her but she say she tired want go sleep.Then no point forcing her also,so stay at home alone,then tomorrow 8am must reach back camp again.Stupid lo,but heard tomorrow after dinner can book out le.Hopefulle she will feel like meeting me up.

Stop here le,feel so stress and tired.

2007-05-26T21:22:00.000-07:00

Just reach home after sending her to work.These few weeks really can't find time to write blog,now got some free time to write before booking in by 8pm tonight.

These few weeks,i have been repairing vehicles from morning to night,really feel so tired and stress.Haix,endure one more week,then my 4ntm will end and also,no more outfield le,will focus more on NDP and physical cause second year IPPT and SOC going to start soon.Don't think i can make it this time round le.

Inter-Unit starting soon too,PS Derrick say i have chance to get into 3rd Divison basketball team.Really hope i can still continue to paly basketball even in camp.Really look forward to it.

Now keep watching a drama,"Corner with love"Very very nice,love it especially when i can watch it with my dear.Sometime watch till laugh like siao,sometime really so touching till i almost cry.

Anyway,i patch with her le,finally!!!Feel so great,don't need to keep hiding le.Really feel like telling the whole world she's mine!

Yesterday went for NDP,then after that Dad drove me to her house,at her house,i wanted to go abth but her Mum's in the kitchen,a bit shy to go,but she force me go bath,haha.Make me so paisei.After bathing,then sleep le,cause tired.Then in the morning wake up then send her to work and now,just reach home.Haha!!

Yilin,i just wanna tell you,"Love,came a bit slow but,no matter how cold the weather is,i will keep waiting." and now,it have arrived and i will never let it go once again.I really love you than anything else.

By the way,your friendster can change le,it's not complicated anyway.Hee.Hope you know what i am saying.

Take care my dearest sweetheart,during the June one week leave,hope i will be able to catch some rest and also be able to be with you and enjoy ourselves.

Love you deeply !
Muackz

-=HaOo Love LinnX=-

2007-05-20T22:54:00.000-07:00

Today wake up 845 at linns hse,so tired.Haha.Send her to work,today she work at Cp,but something unpleasant happen,she forget to bring her phone.Sad.Partially my fault oso,forget remind her.Haix.

Today whole day can't contact her le,then later need book in,so sian.Hope Fri can book out early,then can see her.This week gt full troop exercise,a bit nervous,duno wda will happen.

Miss her so much.

Yesterday do duty till 2pm,the duty quite relax,all the way paly game,watch tv,eat sleep,smoke.Lolx.Better than during training.Haha.Don't know why my knee start to get painful.Walking too much my leg will feel a sharp pain,hope nothing will happen.

Ah Qiang going get married on 24Nov,hope i can be there.when will it be my turn?Lolx.

Time goes so fast,my cousins are all getting married,all have grown up.No more childish act le.

1 more year going ORD le,what should or can i do?Work or study?Keep asking myself this question.Haix.

Stop here le,go play game and relaxmlater book in then tomorrow still need to sevice vehicle,so sian,Wednesday need to run 16km.Haha,ure tired till siao.

This coming Fri min's b'day,no $$ go out le,sad.

2007-05-18T19:41:00.000-07:00

Jus came back from linns house,yesterday she whole day at my house,then we play DjMax 2 for very long.Haha,then at night eat kfc.Eat till so full.Very stress wors,yesterday almost cannot book out,lucky can in the end,Cos Sheldon change with me.if not dun think will be able to meet linns le.

Thurs repair vehicle till very late,then took cab to Amk to fetch linns,after that send her home,then she bath le then go my house.Now watching Corner of love,but no epi 2,sad.That show very funny,haha.

Later going for guard duty,till tomorrow 2pm,sian.After that go home bath le then prepare go fetch her.Next week also sian.Going full troops exercise.4 days 3 night i think.Then book out,got long holiday.Haha.

So nervous for that block leave. HAHA!!

2007-05-13T01:49:00.000-07:00

Yesterday book out,then help Yilin with her Psp stuffs,then go Amk fetch her.Pass her psp and she look so happy,haha.Really very nice.Then we went newton circus there to eat,eat gong gong,su le ,fried rice and chicken wings.Power sia,so nice!!

After eating took cab to her hse,then play game at her house,after that we sleep.Morning actually only wanna take bus with her then go home,then she say she hope i can pei her go,cos can play game,so i pei her go lo.

Reach there around 11.30pm,she late for work,haha!!Then i go eat and walk walk around.After that went home.

Reach home at 2pm,play dota,then go meet xin hua and then pass him cable,after that go Yilin house to pass her thing and went back to camp.Sian.Book in again.Hate army so much.Haix!

Stop here le,Bye!

2007-05-11T17:05:00.000-07:00

Today reach home at 8am,feel so tired.Haven't sleep for almost 2 days,head pain and feel a bit dizzy.Then feel so bad also,never send her to work,i really feel like sending her,but i feel so weak and also,need to do something important,it's to help her make her psp till perfect. Yesterday get it le,so happy! Wanna giv her a surprise later.But it come with no screen protector,so later need go make then pass to her.Hope she will really like it.

All my friends say Pink very nice,some even considering if they should buy now.Haha!

Yesterday early in the morning 4am go Atila fall in then go for shooting,that time fail,then need to retake,sad.Cannot book out and meet her,she yesterday went kbox with min.Lucky she still hav her programs.

Yesterday was a very stressful day,i shoot day test only get 9,i was about to give up but she encourage me and i force mself to try my best at the night shoot,need to get 11 out of 16 targets.IN the past,my score for night is always less than 5,so i really try my very very best !!

In the end,i manage to really get 11 and pass the test.I was so happy and excited,especially the last shot,cos i only get 10 before the last shot,the last shot is very critical,if i miss,i will need to reshoot everything again,but i get it!!

Saw Kok Pin there,chat for a while,really long time never see him le,feel so happy.Manage to get his contact again,think find one day meet him out.

After the shooting is around 1am,went back company to prepare stuffs for turnout,then at 4am,the alarm ring and we need to fall in to report strength,after everything,we went to pandan there for parade,then from there,i went back home.

Now tranfering all the things around 3ms,eyes closing down soon but must endure.After doing everything can really pass everything to her le!!

Night Out~

2007-05-09T05:58:00.000-07:00

Today night out,then can come home write blog.Haha.Today very tiring wor,route march 4kn with bullet proff vest,then must sing!Stupid.Then service vehicle from 9am till 7pm,so fucking tired wor. Yesterday fight with ignatius,cos for something stupid,feel so sad,temper coming back again.Haix,need to control myself more!Lucky PS never charge us,he giv us warning,Phew! Later going out to meet her,so happy,miss her so much wor.Her psp getting this week probably,think she will be happy ba. Anyway,suddenly thinking of something,she say she will patch with me before june 6,now already 9 May,really hope she can tell me YES now.I really love her a lot.*Shy* These coming Fri don't know can book out or not,they say maybe will thurs or Fri suddenly call back,hope is saturday,then can go out with my BaoBei.She got off,then really hope can go out with her,watch movie,eat,relax,talk talk.Miss her so much ar!!!!!!! Gtg now.When book out then write again. Hope she can giv me the answer now!Baobei,trust my love for U!

Lost in a far far place

2007-05-05T10:03:00.000-07:00

Wake up 10am at her house,then took bus home and bath.Went out at 12pm,almost late for book in,no cab at all.Luckily,reach camp at 12.27pm.Draw arms and change shirt.

Joshua fuck up,nv come then ask me take all his things over,a lot lo.So heavy,need to take everything by myside.Waited till 2.45pm then move to Kranji camp.

Reach there at 3.15pm,then start to do guard,holding gun there for so long.So sian,then went for lunch at the coffee shop outside around 4.30pm,eat 1/2 bbq chicken with spag.

Then go back do guard again and at 7pm,went for dinner.Today whole day standing there till 10pm,then finally can go back camp,but in the end,they lost 1 table and 1 bench,so all went to look for it.Around 11.15pm then found it,so go back to camp.Ps Sgt say if by 23.59pm i nv get ready then cannot book out.So i rushed.

23.57 i reach the gate,luckily still can book out.But who knows!! No Bus at all,so i on call cab,then don't know what a day today is,no cab wanna come in.Call my dad and what the hell,he's at Changi!Really OMG!!Told her maybe i can't go home but she tell me she msg me later cos she wanna listen to ghost story.My mind was so depressed.Waited till 12.35,alone sitting at the bus stop waiting for nothing and feeling so pity,Suddenly,She say she wanna come over to fetch me.So late le and she also not feeling well,i disapprove it,but she insist on coming,so she came.

Feel so happy and touched and also a bit paisei.Today is really a very stupid day for me,but feel so happy,cos she care for me.Thank you!If not for her,i don't think i can be home writing blog now.Feel so xin fu.

I go bath le,then pei pei her.But going to ask her sleep early cos she must be very tired and also tomorrow she going out with Huimin.

Book in or Book out?

2007-05-04T19:28:00.000-07:00

Book out le,or should i say going book in le? Yesterday around 7pm then book out,cos need to do some vehicles stuff and then take over stores again.Dulan,waste so much of my time.I miss her so much! Luckily,after i book out,get to meet her at shell,then i go home bath le and we went out,we went jp and wanted to watch movie,but full house.Sad.So went to eat,wanted to eat so much things,Yilin treat me ma,but in the end,this cannot that cannot.Lolx.In the end eat chicken chop,but i can understand la,her pay not enough for her to spend at all. After eating went Haagen Daas to eat ice cream with Sheldon,Ben and Ying,Sharon working,then ask her intro us ice cream,eat don't know what waffle dream,not bad ba.Haha.Yilin eat till so happy,then play game with Ying,Dj Max 2. After Sharon release from work,we went Bukit Timah,the first thing we do is go Atm take money,then Yilin suddenly jump onto me ask me piggy back her.So cute,i tot she wun dare to do all these in front of others,but she did. Haha. After getting money we went eat porridge,Wah,keep eating,sure fat liao.Then around 2am took cab send her home,then wanted to go home,she then ask me if want pei her till she sleep,i say ok lo.In the end,i fall asleep earlier than her,haha. Got one nick name called Dua Bui Te,then her nickname is Da Hong Hua,Haha,Ying's idea.Lolx Wake up at 9.45am,then took bus together,i went home and she go to work.Miss her so much,going book in by 12.30pm,so sian.Then at night then book out,don't know got time to meet her or not,hope got cos i miss her so much. See her blog see how Alvin rteat her really very dulan,if he wanna get commission all by himself,then why can't yilin sell her own?If got sell any,the invoice everything Yilin write herself lo.If not really unfair,he want earn money,ppl oso wan earn money ma.Who do he think he is to command my sweetheart? YILIN,just continue working and sell if got the chance,invoice write your own one,commission get your own 1.If he dare say anything let me know.See if he forget how a person i am in the past.I don't wanna be like the past again,but he better don't test my patience. *Buy Psp from Darrice for $475.Pink colour one,hope she will like it lots and we can play games together.Will be able to get it soon,so hope she will giv me a list of what games she want.:) Ok ba,Stop here le,going prepare to book in le.

Cute? Or Forgetful

2007-04-30T22:23:00.000-07:00

This Pic taken when we went kbox quite a long time ago.Sweet~ She's now working and i am doing nothing at home.So log in to write some things.

Today Tuesday le,booking in le,time pass so fast,book out on last Thurs and now need book in le.A bit sian la.but i need to be grateful for at least i have seen her for about one week.I know i am going to miss her like hell but got no choice.

Yesterday buy lots of food to her house to eat,haha.She get pay le,but cannot get money yet,even if can also cannot spend much,need to use for 1month.Hope she will have enough ba.

She told me i everyday send her to work and fetch her from work she feel a bit sian,after hearing feel quite hurt.I thought she will be delighted but it seem the other way.What am i doing?It's like i never give her freedom again.But i only meant well,i just hope to accompany her with the time i have and also that she won't feel lonely becos i will be there for her.She should know how much she is to me.

I don't mind sending or fetching her.For her,i can do anything,so i really hope she won't tell me very ma fan or what.I know and understand that she don't want to trouble me.But really hope to tell her,it's my honour to do all these for her.

Can she feel my care and concern for u?I hope she don't get the wrong idea instead.After this week,i don't think i have much time to do all these anymore also.One week only book out 1 to 2 days,the most can only fetch her when got book out.

Feel happy! At least now,she won't hide anything from me anymore,she will tell me everything honestly,now,i really trust her a lot.Thanks a lot.Also,even though she is working,she always keep me in her mind,everytime she got free time,she will give me a call.In the past,i have been so selfish to think that she don't care,but the fact is she miss me as much as i miss her.Just that she rather do in action than to say by words.Sorry to misunderstand you in the past.

I love it when she play games,she can suddenly become very angry or sometimes get so excited and happy when she clear the stages.She's indeed very cute.

Cute? Or should i say forgetful?
Today meet huimin actually because wanna pass her clothes,but don't what she thinking,she forget to bring Huimin's clothing out,in the end,the reason for meeting is not met.Lolx.Don't know what to say.Haha.

Guess i can stop here le,enjoy free hours more of outside life,then booking in again.Hope she will be able to work smoothly and get lots of sales.Jia You.

My love for her will never stop even if the stars stop shining!
=.~Nanako Tetsuya~.*

Jus nw got 1 siao kia,walk past me then bang onto me,then after keep staring at me.Haha,that guy same blk with me de,i know his bro.Really so cute,then when i go home,took same life,then i stare at him and he dun dare stare back.Lolx.Even my mum laugh.Say he childish,got gf there like tiger,no gf become kitten.Lolx.Joke of the day.Like last time me so childish,lucky i change le.Phew!!

Kbox

2007-04-27T22:34:00.000-07:00

Went Kbox with her yesterday,we sang from 6pm-930pm,yesterday she got off.So Happy,can meet her up and go out together.We have fun there and took pics.Lolx,from the pics,can see that we enjoy!

But while on our way home,we quarrel,in the end,both end up crying.Reall don't know what happened but she seem to be giving me attitude everytime.My heart feel so hurt.

In the midst of our quarrel,she suddenly cry out loud,then i notice that she is in deep pain,i ask her what happened,then she told me her right side above her waist is painful.I was so worried,then she suddenly told me she feel like eating somethings,so i ran to jurong point pasa malam to but nugget and sotong balls for her.Keep feeding her,then she ask me to eat.Also,brought her a green tea and we share it.

As i think she is unable to walk home,so we took cab home,i went her home to bath and i feel so weird,haha.Her mum like looking at me at with a strange look.Then we slept.

Wake up 9am today,she went to prepare and accompany me home to change,then i send her to work.Eat chicken rice at AMK with her,alvin and alvin's grandma.Can't imagine he is so good to her grandma,so shocking sia.Haha!!

Somehow a bit strange,she and alvin like got so much to sat while i feel so invisible.Am i jealous?Feeling so strange,feel so bad not telling her straight,but i know she will still know it cos she she will see my blog.Haha!!Right?You looking at my blog now right?

Went Cck to take my memory card from darrice,FINALLY!!All the games so fun.After getting it,i went home and Nelson help me with my blog.Haha.

Played dota till 5pm with xinhua then went meet huimin pei her RuiAn cut hair,so mafan.Then cut very fast,so in the end went under a block to smoke.Around 6pm,went to jurong point buyone burger and one packet of spicy chicken chop for her.

Reach AMK around 8pm,then go inside her shop there talk cock sing song,haha.Around 9pm,they close shop then we went to the couple lab shop to see the neckacles,with pendant total $144,going to get it once i get pay.

Came back to jurong.On the way back,she played game,i watch her play,the game so cute,"Gurumi"Seem like yilin like that game a lot.

Reach her house at 11pm,then she go bath,cos her leg very very smelly.*Puke*Her mum sick.Got fever,but eat medicine le.Hope she will recover fast.

Later going pei her play game,then ask her go sleep,tomorrow she still need to work.A bit sian she cannot pei me lots,but no choice,work more important.$_$

Tomorrow going send her to work again,then go home play game or sleep.Then at night maybe go fetch her back ba.

Just hope to tell her i love her so much,no matter what happen,i will always be by her side.Never let her go again.

New Starting

2007-04-26T13:32:00.000-07:00

She have been working for 4 days le,somehow,we are under pressure.The time we can meet up is so little that me myself are trying very hard to cope.

Including my training schedule,most of my weekends are burnt due to NDP.Seem like these few months will be quite busy.

I should be happy as she finally get a job,but working hours are too long.I can force myself to accept our meeting time getting lesser,but i am worried,can she take it?She get too little rest,will she fall sick?

Today just book out,went fetch her.Is she happy?Took MRT back to Boon Lay then there got pasa malam.Buy foods and we went to a stone table near my house and we chatted there.Time passes fast and reaches 12am. The next moment i look at her,her eyes are dozing off,therefore,i send her home.On the way home,saw XinHua and Mac sitting at Ray's block,my mind was in a confuse ,wondering if she still mind.I promise to giv her time and i will keep my promise,

It's 4:25am now and she still helping me with the blog stuffs.Think it's time to ask her sleep.

Hopefully my relationship with her will get better days by days and my promise to make her the happiest and prettiest bride will come true soon.

Good Night Sweetheart!
Work Hard and i promise i will always be there for U!

ShiHao is BACK!

2007-04-26T12:08:00.000-07:00

Finally back to blogging since Nov,2004.things hav really change so much during these 3 years,i met her and lose her once.Finally we hav the chance to be together and i dun wish to lose her once again.Can she sense it?Will she cherish what we giv up 6months ago?I choose to trust her!Hopefully we can be together forever.

Should i say i hav changed?I am nw serving NS and i learned lots of things.Recalling my past,i felt so childish.Getting into fights,quarrelling with my family members,roaming around and acting like a gangster is things i will never do again.It's time for me to get matured and stop making people worried for me.

Friends?Buddies?Brothers?
What are them?No one will expect them to betray you.True friends are hard to find,so what if you know each other for a very long time?It does not mean u can rely on them in everything.Everyone hav feelings,i understand people do make mistakes,regardless a major one or minor one.But what really matters is will they learn from mistakes and change over a new leaf? Or will they feel guilty for jus a period of time and completely forget the things they do?Hopefully a leopard can change its spots.

Lover?
Is love really blind?Some peoples think i am foolish but some think i am right,i got my own right to chase after my own happiness.So what are them to tell me what to do with my love?I choose to trust her again and nothing can change my mind.

Love You,
and it will never change.