Monday, April 30, 2007
This Pic taken when we went kbox quite a long time ago.Sweet~ She's now working and i am doing nothing at home.So log in to write some things.
Today Tuesday le,booking in le,time pass so fast,book out on last Thurs and now need book in le.A bit sian la.but i need to be grateful for at least i have seen her for about one week.I know i am going to miss her like hell but got no choice.
Yesterday buy lots of food to her house to eat,haha.She get pay le,but cannot get money yet,even if can also cannot spend much,need to use for 1month.Hope she will have enough ba.
She told me i everyday send her to work and fetch her from work she feel a bit sian,after hearing feel quite hurt.I thought she will be delighted but it seem the other way.What am i doing?It's like i never give her freedom again.But i only meant well,i just hope to accompany her with the time i have and also that she won't feel lonely becos i will be there for her.She should know how much she is to me.
I don't mind sending or fetching her.For her,i can do anything,so i really hope she won't tell me very ma fan or what.I know and understand that she don't want to trouble me.But really hope to tell her,it's my honour to do all these for her.
Can she feel my care and concern for u?I hope she don't get the wrong idea instead.After this week,i don't think i have much time to do all these anymore also.One week only book out 1 to 2 days,the most can only fetch her when got book out.
Feel happy! At least now,she won't hide anything from me anymore,she will tell me everything honestly,now,i really trust her a lot.Thanks a lot.Also,even though she is working,she always keep me in her mind,everytime she got free time,she will give me a call.In the past,i have been so selfish to think that she don't care,but the fact is she miss me as much as i miss her.Just that she rather do in action than to say by words.Sorry to misunderstand you in the past.
I love it when she play games,she can suddenly become very angry or sometimes get so excited and happy when she clear the stages.She's indeed very cute.
Cute? Or should i say forgetful?
Today meet huimin actually because wanna pass her clothes,but don't what she thinking,she forget to bring Huimin's clothing out,in the end,the reason for meeting is not met.Lolx.Don't know what to say.Haha.
Guess i can stop here le,enjoy free hours more of outside life,then booking in again.Hope she will be able to work smoothly and get lots of sales.Jia You.
My love for her will never stop even if the stars stop shining!
=.~Nanako Tetsuya~.*
Jus nw got 1 siao kia,walk past me then bang onto me,then after keep staring at me.Haha,that guy same blk with me de,i know his bro.Really so cute,then when i go home,took same life,then i stare at him and he dun dare stare back.Lolx.Even my mum laugh.Say he childish,got gf there like tiger,no gf become kitten.Lolx.Joke of the day.Like last time me so childish,lucky i change le.Phew!!
Friday, April 27, 2007
Went Kbox with her yesterday,we sang from 6pm-930pm,yesterday she got off.So Happy,can meet her up and go out together.We have fun there and took pics.Lolx,from the pics,can see that we enjoy!
But while on our way home,we quarrel,in the end,both end up crying.Reall don't know what happened but she seem to be giving me attitude everytime.My heart feel so hurt.
In the midst of our quarrel,she suddenly cry out loud,then i notice that she is in deep pain,i ask her what happened,then she told me her right side above her waist is painful.I was so worried,then she suddenly told me she feel like eating somethings,so i ran to jurong point pasa malam to but nugget and sotong balls for her.Keep feeding her,then she ask me to eat.Also,brought her a green tea and we share it.
As i think she is unable to walk home,so we took cab home,i went her home to bath and i feel so weird,haha.Her mum like looking at me at with a strange look.Then we slept.
Wake up 9am today,she went to prepare and accompany me home to change,then i send her to work.Eat chicken rice at AMK with her,alvin and alvin's grandma.Can't imagine he is so good to her grandma,so shocking sia.Haha!!
Somehow a bit strange,she and alvin like got so much to sat while i feel so invisible.Am i jealous?Feeling so strange,feel so bad not telling her straight,but i know she will still know it cos she she will see my blog.Haha!!Right?You looking at my blog now right?
Went Cck to take my memory card from darrice,FINALLY!!All the games so fun.After getting it,i went home and Nelson help me with my blog.Haha.
Played dota till 5pm with xinhua then went meet huimin pei her RuiAn cut hair,so mafan.Then cut very fast,so in the end went under a block to smoke.Around 6pm,went to jurong point buyone burger and one packet of spicy chicken chop for her.
Reach AMK around 8pm,then go inside her shop there talk cock sing song,haha.Around 9pm,they close shop then we went to the couple lab shop to see the neckacles,with pendant total $144,going to get it once i get pay.
Came back to jurong.On the way back,she played game,i watch her play,the game so cute,"Gurumi"Seem like yilin like that game a lot.
Reach her house at 11pm,then she go bath,cos her leg very very smelly.*Puke*Her mum sick.Got fever,but eat medicine le.Hope she will recover fast.
Later going pei her play game,then ask her go sleep,tomorrow she still need to work.A bit sian she cannot pei me lots,but no choice,work more important.$_$
Tomorrow going send her to work again,then go home play game or sleep.Then at night maybe go fetch her back ba.
Just hope to tell her i love her so much,no matter what happen,i will always be by her side.Never let her go again.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
She have been working for 4 days le,somehow,we are under pressure.The time we can meet up is so little that me myself are trying very hard to cope.
Including my training schedule,most of my weekends are burnt due to NDP.Seem like these few months will be quite busy.
I should be happy as she finally get a job,but working hours are too long.I can force myself to accept our meeting time getting lesser,but i am worried,can she take it?She get too little rest,will she fall sick?
Today just book out,went fetch her.Is she happy?Took MRT back to Boon Lay then there got pasa malam.Buy foods and we went to a stone table near my house and we chatted there.Time passes fast and reaches 12am. The next moment i look at her,her eyes are dozing off,therefore,i send her home.On the way home,saw XinHua and Mac sitting at Ray's block,my mind was in a confuse ,wondering if she still mind.I promise to giv her time and i will keep my promise,
It's 4:25am now and she still helping me with the blog stuffs.Think it's time to ask her sleep.
Hopefully my relationship with her will get better days by days and my promise to make her the happiest and prettiest bride will come true soon.
Good Night Sweetheart!
Work Hard and i promise i will always be there for U!
Finally back to blogging since Nov,2004.things hav really change so much during these 3 years,i met her and lose her once.Finally we hav the chance to be together and i dun wish to lose her once again.Can she sense it?Will she cherish what we giv up 6months ago?I choose to trust her!Hopefully we can be together forever.Should i say i hav changed?I am nw serving NS and i learned lots of things.Recalling my past,i felt so childish.Getting into fights,quarrelling with my family members,roaming around and acting like a gangster is things i will never do again.It's time for me to get matured and stop making people worried for me.
Friends?Buddies?Brothers?
What are them?No one will expect them to betray you.True friends are hard to find,so what if you know each other for a very long time?It does not mean u can rely on them in everything.Everyone hav feelings,i understand people do make mistakes,regardless a major one or minor one.But what really matters is will they learn from mistakes and change over a new leaf? Or will they feel guilty for jus a period of time and completely forget the things they do?Hopefully a leopard can change its spots.
Lover?
Is love really blind?Some peoples think i am foolish but some think i am right,i got my own right to chase after my own happiness.So what are them to tell me what to do with my love?I choose to trust her again and nothing can change my mind.
Love You,
and it will never change.